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A new picture that i did with my Tablet. This is Arufa his elf Character from the Lord of the Rings Online shadows of Angmar

Arufa 1 colored
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Army Time To Cry

Im completly in a Huge crisis. I feel as if im already lost my best frond who is like a Brother to me. Well i was at wotk when my other best fried Kalin cam in saying he wanted to hang out. So after work we went o and got something to eat. And then thats when i broke down. He told me that mour best friend Adam was going to Iraq. I just broke down and cried. i tryied o hold it back and was able to get out side the restraunt and then i finaly let it all go. My day was great until then now i feel like i was just slapped with the cold hard truth of life. Why is it that when i finaly grt a good life form my past one as a young child, from the abuse of other children to find some perfect friends in my new home town that i have known now for 8 years have to leave. Sometimes i wish that we never had to grow up. That we can all just stay as we all were. Some times i wonder if i had never come here, never got to know them if this would be easier to deal with. i know all i can do os preay for his saftey, pray that nothing will happen to my friend, companion, my way to smile every day, and a person that is as close to me as a brother. Love you Adam. Love you. good luck and come back to us, to me.

So i leave you with a very nice quote that my mother found that seems to be what i needed to hear in a way....

As we grouw up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. Tou'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with you best friend. You'll blame a new love for things and old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love someone like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.

Don't be afraid that your life will end,
be afraid that it will never begin.


Two .Hack//GU Icons


Because of you ...I live

And Saku and Bo

both for a friend in the Endrance/Haseo community


Strange Love E/H <3 Background

Yay my first Background ^_^ joy

and the banner ^_^

this is for the HaseoxEndrance community here on LJ


its also on my Deviant art website ^_^ come and see some of my other art ^_^


Strange Love E/H <3

i joined a community for all things Endrance/Haseo Love ^_^ these guys are just sooo cute together ^_^ i am making the background and the banner ^_^


Ok i put all of the Quizes on one journal entry so yeah big file. Sorry Funkyfunkyusopp for the friend spam thing that accidentaly happened....(Sweatdrop) Im really sorry...ok well have fun everyone on the quizes more to come all maybe one a day or a couple in one post who knows ^_^

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